I Cried Tears You’ll Never See

Day from hell already and it’s not even 8am... I wanted to run to discord and pour my heart out but, to be honest, my problems are shit compared to anything else... I just come off sounding whiny to myself! Even writing it here feels like BULLSHIT to me, but I’m supposed to be letting stuff out not pushing it down to rot.

So here’s my ounce of drivel: Ran late for work so I’m already keyed up about that, I get a call saying to get my ass in quick because I’m doing ER duty for one of my folks... Normally I wouldn’t care about that but this is the last place I saw my brother “alive”..... I’m currently sitting here making small talk with the doctors and my individual while inside I’m screaming and sobbing. It’s been a couple years, I’m fine SERIOUSLY! But being here is ripping my fucking heart out...

But no worries, my smile is screwed on tight and all will be well (?)