allashandra69

Confession time: I am a pathetic mess... I’ve grown so attached that I spent yesterday pacing like a caged animal, gnawing at the bars of my mind, waiting to hear a single word... Am I crazy?? Am I just an overly needy attention whore? I’m still mystified that I have genuine deep feelings for someone I’ve never even been in the same room with! I feel like I’m losing myself and finding myself all at the same time 🥺

“It’s an ADVENTURE” has been the mantra in my house the past few weeks... I find the fear and exhilaration quite enjoyable and my anticipation grows by the day! I only hope that I prove to be a worthy companion for this sweet soul. Goddess knows he’s been through enough heartache and I know the leaving will kill us both. I just hope that I can leave him with enough good memories to sustain him until we can be together again...

I know November is still a ways off but this is what my mind has latched on to and I honestly couldn’t be happier...

Hoping to regain a little focus and work on my story while the ideas are still there, especially since I failed at finishing yesterday😔

Maybe I’ll be back later... who can say🖤